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My cousin died. im in kentucky for the funeral.
her name was gabby. she was 4 months old. she had downs syndrome, 5 holes in her heart, and one heart valve. the doctors tried to fix her heart on friday, but something went wrong. her liver and kidneys failed, turning her hands and feet purple. eventually, her parents got her unhooked from the machines keeping her alive, wrapped her in a blanket, and held her as she breathed for the last time.
i never got to see her. only in pictures. and i cant make myself look at her, lying in her little casket. because if i look at her, thats how i will remember her.
is it bad that i cant look at her?
wanna know a secret?
Every time i go into a bathroom, i look behind the shower curtain, just incase theres something in there…
Its Gabby!
she’s 14 months old, with downs and a heart defect. shes doing sooooo much better than expected. *proud*
I’m in such a good mood.
I guess it’s because I don’t have to tolerate some people today.
I don’t have to deal with some people following me around annoying me.Win.
on the day i miss school. geez. i feel loved.
Bold whats true.
I’ve never watched Twilight
I have drunk alcohol
I have tried smoking
I read a lot
I’ve been in a car crash
I’ve thought someone was in my house at night
I would change over 5 things about my body
I know all the words to ‘Hit Me Baby One More Time’
I’ve lied to my best friend
I’ve pretended to like something to fit in
I’ve dyed my hair
I’ve wished a family member ill
I’ve hit someone
I have read all the Harry Potters
I know all the words to Mean Girls
I am atheist
I’ve pretended to like something in order to talk to a boy
I’ve been abroad
I don’t want to be a photographer
I own skinny jeans
I like tea
I hardly ever wear makeup
I wish I could sing
I am happy with my body
GCSE’s scare me
I’m not very outspoken
I wish I was older
I’ve done an all nighter
I’ve woken up and couldn’t remember the night before
I have a scar that I don’t know where its from
I really like buying stationary
I hate sexism but it will always be there
I have had the same phone for over a year
I have broken something in a shop
I like coffee
I collect something
I wish I wasn’t so restricted
I’ve stolen sweets
I’ve cried so much its hurt
I have tried to lose weight
I have tried to call with my remote control
I like tinned fruit
I’m addicted to the internet
I like compliments
I’m easily persuaded
I think my friends hate me at times
Or all the time
I own more than one pair of trainers
I prefer morning to night
Lord of the Rings IS cool
I like someone
They don’t like me
I show emotion too much
I can’t be without my phonethe-front-row: Front row: from laceandglitter :)
